Drifting away from a person.
That moment when you realise you’re friendship/relationship with a person is falling apart. Feeling like that person doesn’t care anymore, trying to stick the pieces back together, but it’s just too hard, because the person who helped you build it, has stopped trying. So eventually, you’ll get tired of doing all the work and then stop.
Life can be a BITCH </3
Life so far is going so bad for me :( i havent talked to my ex for like 3 months and i still have so many crazy feelings for, but i see him with another girl and they look so happy together, i know i should be over him and stuff but its hard because he was my first kiss and he just did everything to make me smile, but i thought i could go to friends about this but they all either talk shit behind my back or they want nothing to do with me, right now im loosing me BEST FRIEND she was there with me since the day we met but now ever since december everything went down hill for us, she wont talk to me, look at me SHE DOESNT GIVE ME THE TIME OF DAY, the only person i can really count on is my best friend anastasia she’s the only person that i can really talk to because she is just a real friend but sometimes i cant always talk to her so its still hard. school is just a place for learning and drama so being home is the one place where i have a family that loves me but idk being in my family is hard right now we are just struggling with money and my parents are just trying to make some money to buy food to put in our mouth pay for the t.v so we can watch and just to make us happy i understand how much they are doing for us and i wish i can help but idk its hard seeing my dad leave everyday at 6 to go gambling seeing him win money but also loosing more at the same time, it makes my mom when she knows he is out there gambling our it also makes me sad and upset because my whole family is like that my whole family just either does DRUGS, GAMBLES, OR DRINKS and it pisses me off caz i know we can do so much better but thats life and life can be a big bitch but i know it makes me stronger in the furture but i could really use a friend to talk too……</3
the things that im going through with family and friends, sometimes i just wanna break down and cry til everything goes away, you know just have my tears wash all the bad things away :’(
